Hey there

I have this friend-- or should I say, 'ex-friend' :| She posted this blog full of bad words in it, and damn, she's freakin scaring the shit out of me, man. Worse thing is, its set in individuals. And Im on the list who can view her blog. And, people on the list're her batch mates. And Im the only one there. Omg. Then I dropped a comment saying she's scary and blah blah blah. Then, she deleted it. Like, what the hell is wrong with you? Too bad we're not friends anymore. Dammit. :( Could've comforted her in anyway possible. :| I'm planning to move on and put my memories in the past. I'm planning to not talk to her as long as possible because there's no use if I do, or she doesn't like to talk to me. Whatever. :| All my efforts! My gosh. :| It was all wasted. She wasted it. But I can't blame her for that. And, hell, why am I even acting so affected with it? It keeps on happening to me. What the hell, I should've been used to it. They're all fuckin the same!

Everyone's leaving

A lot of people migrate nowadays. And I also want to migrate! :| I see Philippines as a boring one. Everything is so.. Uh, structured? Spoonfed? (For me, though). But, hey, the thought of people leaving makes me have butterflies in me. And to think that those people are really important for me.

I was talking to Katty, my friend who moved to Aussie, in YM. While talking and sharing stuff to her, I remembered that our friend, Alex, is also gonna migrate to Canada. I HATE IT. OF ALL THE PEOPLE, WHY HER? She's SO important for me. Whenever Im with her, I dunno, but I feel really comfortable. People come and go.. :( Im gonna miss them. Especially @#$%@#$% :(
*Me and @#$%@#$%, chilling in the class room during our Sophomore year*

Spontaneous Idealists :)

Spontaneous Idealists are creative, lively and open-minded persons. They are humorous and dispose of a contagious zest for life. Their enthusiasm and sparkling energy inspires others and sweeps them along. They enjoy being together with other people and often have an uncanny intuition for their motivations and potential. Spontaneous Idealists are masters of communication and very amusing and gifted entertainers. Fun and variety are guaranteed when they are around. However, they are sometimes somewhat too impulsive in dealing with others and can hurt people without really meaning to do so, due to their direct and sometimes critical nature.

This personality type is a keen and alert observer; they miss nothing which is going on around them. In extreme cases, they tend to be oversensitive and exaggeratedly alert and are inwardly always ready to jump. Life for them is an exciting drama full of emotionality. However, they quickly become bored when things repeat themselves and too much detailed work and care is required. Their creativity, their imaginativeness and their originality become most noticeable when developing new projects and ideas - they then leave the meticulous implementation of the whole to others. On the whole, Spontaneous Idealists attach great value to their inner and outward independence and do not like accepting a subordinate role. They therefore have problems with hierarchies and authorities.

If you have a Spontaneous Idealist as your friend, you will never be bored; with them, you can enjoy life to the full and celebrate the best parties. At the same time, they are warm, sensitive, attentive and always willing to help. If Spontaneous Idealists have just fallen in love, the sky is full of violins and their new partners are showered with attention and affection. This type then bubbles over with charm, tenderness and imagination. But, unfortunately, it soon becomes boring for them once the novelty has worn off. Boring everyday life in a partnership is not for them so that many Spontaneous Idealists slip from one affair into another. However, should the partner manage to keep their curiosity alive and not let routine and familiarity gain the upper hand, Spontaneous Idealists can be inspiring and loving partners.


--Its somehow true :))

Hey, thanks for that summer :)

I know its kinda late to post a blog about summer coming to an end, but yeah, better late than never, homies :)

To YOU, thanks for making my summer extra special and a lot of fun. :) We became really close, but yeah, our friendship faded anyway when you stepped on your college life. But, I guess that's how it's supposed to be and I have to deal with it. Really, from the bottom of my heart, THANK YOU. And I'm gonna miss you so much. :)

So long. :)