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Happy Holidays, Beng. Hope you're having a great time so far. :/ --iya

uhm! hello beng!!merry merry christmas!!wow, love na love ka ng CCM mo. kahit na reveal na binabati ka pa din nia!!hehe.uhm, again, merry christmas!!ay nga pala!ung payong ko naiwan ko sa house nio nung trick or treatkukunin ko na lang somedayhahakay. un lang. bye beng! -joy

Sembreak means SemBREAK!

Sembreak means that a student needs to have a BREAK from all school works but what the hell! They gave us TONS of school work for us to do this SEMBREAK!!!!!!!! OH GOSH!! IT IS SO UNFAIR!!!

I'm too fly to be depressed :)

Sorry if I was not able to finish my blog....
Update you, Bloggy, when I have time and when I have something good and interesting to share.

Oh, by the way, exam's coming up. So not yet ready. Time passes by real fast. So yeah. Third quarter--please be nice to me! Thanks!

Much love,
AB.

APPLE BOTTOM JEANS

Okay so matagal tagal na din akong hindi nakaka-update sa blog na 'to. So anyway. So sige mag kukuwento ako.

O, August 11, Birthday ko. Mga alas-diyes na ng gabi, gumagawa pa rin ako ng isang school work. Yung sa English pa nga ata yun eh. Tas yun, naabutan ko ang 12mn. Eksaktong birthday ko. O, wala naman. Parang osige, 'Happy Birthday Abbie 16 ka na' sabay tuloy pa rin sa pag gawa ng English paper. Ka-chat ko pa nga sila sa Bonsee at Soli nun. Nag uunahan pa silang bumati sakin. Hahaha. O, anyway. Ode yan, gawa pa rin ako sa Microsoft Word. Eh biglang may nag text, so malamang tinignan ko. Aba! Pagkatingin ko, yung least na ineexpect kong mag ggreet sakin, nag greet sakin! Expect the unexpected nga naman diba :) Eh kasi naman akala ko kinalimutan na niya ako eh. Pasalamat naman ako sa Diyos diba :) So yun. Madaling araw--nag mass kami ng nanay at tatay ko sa St.Claire yung sa may Katipunan. Tas late na ako nakadating sa school. Una kong nakita sila Aika at Gean ata so sumama ako sa kanila (may something kasi nun sa tent eh. Yung sa Paul!Paul! ata) Tas nakita ko na si Sarah Fabie na late din so classmate ko siya, sumama ako sa kanya. Tas nakita namin yung class namin ABA! Hindi man lang ako binabati so sige salamat. Buong time sa Tent naiinis ako kasi hello sarap sabihin 'BIRTHDAY KO KASE NGAYON, BATIIN NIYO NAMAN AKO NO!' tas wait!!! Kiniss ako ni Thalia nun :"> deep inside kinikilig ako pero hindi talaga so umakyat na kami. Si Kate nag pasama sakin sa washroom. Sama naman ako sa kanya. So yun, nung papunta na kami sa classroom, naisipan ko muna na hindi pumasok, may kinuha ako sa locker ko. Tas parang si Kate 'Abbie! Halika na!' ode pumasok na ako. First subject namin Chem so si Ate Kat yung teacher. Siya una kong nakita sa classroom. Binati niya agad ako, nag thank you naman ako. Tas nung kinda nag lalakad na ako papunta sa place ko, parang sila "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!" kumakanta sila ng pagkalakaslakas! Parang ako 'Langya kayo di niyo man lang ako niggreet kanina!!!!!!! :(' so yun pag dating ko sa chair ko ang daming regalo :"> kumakanta pa rin sila nun tas lumapit si Thalia sakin, may dalang isang can na cute tas sabay sabi "Happy Birthday, HD" tas nag hug kami sabi ko thank you.

BLAAAAAAAH.

*TO BE CONTINUED

Sew Bic

Im now here in Subic with Zab's family (Tita Miles, Tito Elmer, Enzo, and Zia).

We left Manila at 1 PM and arrived here at about 3 PM. We werent able to eat at my house so we ate our lunch in the car while road tripping. We passed through the new express way and it was nice. Its a bit longer than the old one but traffic isnt present in there. Hahaha. Tomorrow morning, we're gonna go Rapelling at the TreeTop and Me, Zab, and Enzo will try the SuperMan thing. :D

WISH ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY ON MONDAY, PLEASE :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

OH STRESS

This week is the bomb--in a negative way, though. Late night homeworks and projects. Omg. THANK YOU GOD FOR GIVING US, STUDENTS AT LEAST ONE DAY OF REST. Sana lang walang ma-aksidente sa storm or whatever. I just wanna share. And just for the sake of blogging. BYE

Hey there

I have this friend-- or should I say, 'ex-friend' :| She posted this blog full of bad words in it, and damn, she's freakin scaring the shit out of me, man. Worse thing is, its set in individuals. And Im on the list who can view her blog. And, people on the list're her batch mates. And Im the only one there. Omg. Then I dropped a comment saying she's scary and blah blah blah. Then, she deleted it. Like, what the hell is wrong with you? Too bad we're not friends anymore. Dammit. :( Could've comforted her in anyway possible. :| I'm planning to move on and put my memories in the past. I'm planning to not talk to her as long as possible because there's no use if I do, or she doesn't like to talk to me. Whatever. :| All my efforts! My gosh. :| It was all wasted. She wasted it. But I can't blame her for that. And, hell, why am I even acting so affected with it? It keeps on happening to me. What the hell, I should've been used to it. They're all fuckin the same!

Everyone's leaving

A lot of people migrate nowadays. And I also want to migrate! :| I see Philippines as a boring one. Everything is so.. Uh, structured? Spoonfed? (For me, though). But, hey, the thought of people leaving makes me have butterflies in me. And to think that those people are really important for me.

I was talking to Katty, my friend who moved to Aussie, in YM. While talking and sharing stuff to her, I remembered that our friend, Alex, is also gonna migrate to Canada. I HATE IT. OF ALL THE PEOPLE, WHY HER? She's SO important for me. Whenever Im with her, I dunno, but I feel really comfortable. People come and go.. :( Im gonna miss them. Especially @#$%@#$% :(
*Me and @#$%@#$%, chilling in the class room during our Sophomore year*

Spontaneous Idealists :)

Spontaneous Idealists are creative, lively and open-minded persons. They are humorous and dispose of a contagious zest for life. Their enthusiasm and sparkling energy inspires others and sweeps them along. They enjoy being together with other people and often have an uncanny intuition for their motivations and potential. Spontaneous Idealists are masters of communication and very amusing and gifted entertainers. Fun and variety are guaranteed when they are around. However, they are sometimes somewhat too impulsive in dealing with others and can hurt people without really meaning to do so, due to their direct and sometimes critical nature.

This personality type is a keen and alert observer; they miss nothing which is going on around them. In extreme cases, they tend to be oversensitive and exaggeratedly alert and are inwardly always ready to jump. Life for them is an exciting drama full of emotionality. However, they quickly become bored when things repeat themselves and too much detailed work and care is required. Their creativity, their imaginativeness and their originality become most noticeable when developing new projects and ideas - they then leave the meticulous implementation of the whole to others. On the whole, Spontaneous Idealists attach great value to their inner and outward independence and do not like accepting a subordinate role. They therefore have problems with hierarchies and authorities.

If you have a Spontaneous Idealist as your friend, you will never be bored; with them, you can enjoy life to the full and celebrate the best parties. At the same time, they are warm, sensitive, attentive and always willing to help. If Spontaneous Idealists have just fallen in love, the sky is full of violins and their new partners are showered with attention and affection. This type then bubbles over with charm, tenderness and imagination. But, unfortunately, it soon becomes boring for them once the novelty has worn off. Boring everyday life in a partnership is not for them so that many Spontaneous Idealists slip from one affair into another. However, should the partner manage to keep their curiosity alive and not let routine and familiarity gain the upper hand, Spontaneous Idealists can be inspiring and loving partners.


--Its somehow true :))

Hey, thanks for that summer :)

I know its kinda late to post a blog about summer coming to an end, but yeah, better late than never, homies :)

To YOU, thanks for making my summer extra special and a lot of fun. :) We became really close, but yeah, our friendship faded anyway when you stepped on your college life. But, I guess that's how it's supposed to be and I have to deal with it. Really, from the bottom of my heart, THANK YOU. And I'm gonna miss you so much. :)

So long. :)

I just cant get enough of The OC

Well actually, I can get enough of it. I really hated the fact that Marissa has to die. And that Tylor's replacing her for Ryan. I hate it, really. I know I'm way too late to talk about this. But who the hell cares? DAMN IT. Why do they have to kill Marissa? DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT. And, I also hate it when I do blog posts and someone's in the room. So yeah, I shall get back to oust my uhm, I dont now what you call it, but you know what Im saying. So yeah.

Promises are quite meant to be broken. ;)

Shame on me for promising that I'll be writing everyday. But I didnt write every single day. Haha! Lameass bitch. :)) Oh well. What's up? Hmm. I did some weights and boy, my arms are in pain. I cant even stretch it. I hope it'll be okay tomorrow. I like David Cook's Always Be My Baby. I can relate to it somehow. The song's about a guy who, unfortunately, is quite heartbroken 'cause his girl left him. But the guy is quite confident that her girl will be back in his arms sooner or later. :)

Sunday, Bloody Sunday.

Sunday, Bloody Sunday - U2 --My not-so-current-addiction.

Anyway, I just read from the site of my friend, Pat, that if you really want to be a good writer, you should write every single day regardless of all the pathetic reasons you could think of to avoid writing. So, that's what I'm gonna do from now on. *pinky swear*

So, what am I gonna write about?

Do you know the feeling that you wanna be the best? You're trying to be THE best? But people notice other people that arent worth noticing? *Im soooo bad! Hehe, Im just being sarcastic, really. Dont worry.* That is how I am feeling for the past days. Maybe God just wants me to strive more for others to notice that I am good at it. *Help me Lord, okay? Love you!*

You Make Me Better

A while ago, I went to Pat's crib to have some photo shoot. We're supposed to be 6 all in all.. Myself, Pat, Panag, Alex, Fru, & Mikole. Apparently, 2 didn't make it. Alex's dad didn't allow her for some dentist reasons and Panag, we really don't know.

The 'photo shoot' was fun. Although we didn't have much pictures. It's just fun because we got to bond with each other again even though we're only 4.


Yeah, that's all. :) Sorry if this blog bores you. Not my problem. :p

Inspired? :p

My oh my! I missed blogging here. Even though I am always online, as in, everyday! I dont get to blog. Hahaha. Lame-ass, bitch. :p Anyway. I was inspired by Bianca Gonzalez's blog. She writes real well. And I hope I do write well, too. Although I kinda suck in Journ. I'm a frustrated writer, ya know. That's why no one knows my blogs here in blogspot. :p If ever someone's reading this, congrats to you my, friend. :) Hahaha. Anyway. Some thoughts as of the moment..

PLACES I WANT TO GO TO:
Paris!!
-Who in the world doesn't like to go to this place, eh? I wanna go there baaaadlyyy! I wanna see the Eiffel Tower. I wanna experience to walk on their streets. I want to see museums, and nice old sculptures! For me, it kindov like a modern-but-not-so-modern place.

US of A.
-I haven't been there. I'm sorry for the people who goes back and fort to US. Hahahaha. But, anyway, Paris is a lot more better, I think. What made me say that? I DONT KNOW. Hahaha

ASIA!
-Well, hello, I am an Asian. And I'm here in Asia. I just want to go to Asian countries, our neighboring countries, via Costa Allegra (that's a cruise). Because last summer, I didn't get the chance to go.

Australia
-Hello surfer hotties! :p Hehehe

Bora/Cebu/Palawan
-I just want to go to the beach. :-< ..alone! To recreate myself and think of things I can't think of when I'm with people. :)


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Lalalalalalove.
What's so nice about loving? Love is just nice when you get LOVE back. When all the effort gets appreciated. Love is a bit tricky. You really dont know what will happen next. One wrong move, you're out. When you get to this phase of your life--and I mean, "loving", or let us just say, "liking", you don't know when, how, and what you're going to do. You wouldn't know if you get it back. You often take risks which sometimes or oftentimes makes it more hard and miserable. It just sucks when you really give yourself(---TAKE NOTE: meaning your time, your effort, your money, your whatevers) doesnt get noticed/slash appreciated. *ilang awit pa ba ang aawitin, o giliw ko? ilang ulit pa ba ang uulitin, o giliw ko? Tatlong oras na akong nag papacute sayo, di mo man lang napapansin ang bagong tshirt ko?*

There are different kinds of love;
Love for GOD, love for oneself, love for family, love for friends, love for the nature, love for books, and a whole lot more.
I guess you know what "love" I'm encountering to this time. Teenage life, it is. Sure, call it puppy love. :p
-----And yes, when I get to read this when I'm a bit older, no doubt, I'm going to laugh my ass off. :))

SUMMER TIME

March 13, 2008. 04:00 PM, St. Paul College Pasig, High School Department, formally dismissed its students for 2 months. In short, SUMMER TIME.

What the hell, I'm still going to school next Monday, 'cause my grades are at risk. Most especially Asian History and Math. I hate myself. Fuck. Shithead! Damn. Oh well.

Last Friday, 'twas our Soph Night; ETERNITY. And, hell yeah. It was one hell of a party! Everyone looked so gorgeous. I just love my batch. And of course, my ever beloved, 2-2. :) We danced the night away! It was really fun! Kudos to the organizers, my beloved friends, Ramona Ancheta, Yve Galang, and Vanessa Lim! You guys did great! :)

After the party, I went straight home. That sucks. 2-2 went to eastwood to have some drinks. Damn. But, I told them I wont be drinking for this summer. Haha! I told my friend, Gean, I'm not gonna drink. Cause IF "dada", after some shots, will be wasted, I WILL be the one who'll take care of her. Gean said 'twas so sweet. Oh, what can I say. ;)

Saturday, I went to school for two reasons; 1st, to get my phone to Gean AND 2nd, watch the seniors (07-08) 's Graduation. Hell, Im gonna miss them. Especially my friends. :( And yeah, I gave someone a bear and a letter, who, unfortunately, lost the letter. Damn it. How could you? Anyway, its aight. I think we're not in good terms at the moment. :'(

A while ago, I was chatting with PL, a close friend of mine. She teases me, as always, to someone. Someone who had been part of my lovely life. Hahaha. I got all bored, and decided to play Sally's Salon, after playing for almost an hour, I closed the window. And boom! That someone, IM-ed me. Oh noo. Pl, you really have something to do with this, girl. Hahaha!

Next week, it'll be Alex and Bea's party. Im not sure if Im still gonna come. I love them both to death. If ever Im not going, I'll just send them a gift to someone's who's going. But, what gift am I gonna buy them? Haha. Bahala na si Batman. :p Bottom line is, I LOVE THEM BOTH, and I dont wanna miss their party. But, i just dunno. Sorry babies! :(

RANDOM

Every moment I'm with you,
I just want to stop the time and make you all mine.

I really like this person. I do not know what to do. I like her, I REALLY do. I want to take risks, but, I'm too afraid. I do not want our friendship to end that way.

I miss the feeling when someone cares for you.
'abbie. i miss you. i dont know why. sorry.'
I know she's happy with her life now. I'm happy for her too. But I find it really unfair. She moved on while I'm TRYING to move on and go on with my life. With all the efforts I gave to her, it seems like worthless.

I always fall with the WRONG person.
:(

God, can you please give me someone who's worth my love, effort, and care? :(
Lagi na lang ako yung nag bubuhos ng effort, pero, ano yung nakukuha ko? WALA. NOTHING. :( I'm tired with this. Kung pwede nga lang manhid na lang ako eh. Para naman I wont feel the same way again, cause I know this will ALWAYS be happening.. --Me giving ALL the effort but what do I get in return? :( I'm sick and tired with this.

THERE'S A PIECE OF YOU THAT'S HERE WITH ME

"THIS may be the worst feeling EVER. --having a crush on your friend. I am so sorry for this post. For being cliche and childish post (wala pa nga sa kalahati yung post, nag ssorry na ako diyan. 8| ANYWAY). At first, I didn't want to post this here because t'was just a waste of time. But now that this feeling gets stronger AND stronger everyday, I just can't help but put my thoughts here in my blog. I couldn't share this to my other friends cause I'm pretty sure this would reach my 'friend'.

I thought this wouldn't last long. It did not last long, actually. 'til one day, seeing my 'friend' on a stage play.. Oh, Geeee. :| You know what I mean. I do not know what to do. I'm being a paranoid human being. I just don't know how to deal with this. I DO NOT KNOW.

What if telling it to my "friend"? I have done this a lot of times, confessing and shit. But this one is something I can't do.. Something I'm afraid to do. I do not want our friendship to fade and all. But, how about me? My feelings? Goodness. PWEDE BANG MAGING MANHID NA LANG?

bye."

LAW OF ATTRACTION.

I LIKE YOU.
AS IN, I LIKE YOU.

THE WAY YOU TALK
THE WAY YOU SLAP ME
THE WAY YOU LAUGH
THE WAY YOU STARE ON A BLANK SPACE
And most specially,
THE WAY YOU PULL YOUR HAIR --REDUNDANTLY (Ha ha)
in short..

I like every piece of you.

I just can't explain the feeling.
First, you're happy with it.. Then eventually, you know that it just upto there. No more, no less. "Just friends", they say.

I don't know if you feel that I like you. But, I hope you feel that I really care.
When you tell me something, notice my eyes, looking deeply into yours. Trying to tell you, 'I like you so much' and 'I really care'.