I just cant get enough of The OC

Well actually, I can get enough of it. I really hated the fact that Marissa has to die. And that Tylor's replacing her for Ryan. I hate it, really. I know I'm way too late to talk about this. But who the hell cares? DAMN IT. Why do they have to kill Marissa? DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT. And, I also hate it when I do blog posts and someone's in the room. So yeah, I shall get back to oust my uhm, I dont now what you call it, but you know what Im saying. So yeah.

Promises are quite meant to be broken. ;)

Shame on me for promising that I'll be writing everyday. But I didnt write every single day. Haha! Lameass bitch. :)) Oh well. What's up? Hmm. I did some weights and boy, my arms are in pain. I cant even stretch it. I hope it'll be okay tomorrow. I like David Cook's Always Be My Baby. I can relate to it somehow. The song's about a guy who, unfortunately, is quite heartbroken 'cause his girl left him. But the guy is quite confident that her girl will be back in his arms sooner or later. :)

Sunday, Bloody Sunday.

Sunday, Bloody Sunday - U2 --My not-so-current-addiction.

Anyway, I just read from the site of my friend, Pat, that if you really want to be a good writer, you should write every single day regardless of all the pathetic reasons you could think of to avoid writing. So, that's what I'm gonna do from now on. *pinky swear*

So, what am I gonna write about?

Do you know the feeling that you wanna be the best? You're trying to be THE best? But people notice other people that arent worth noticing? *Im soooo bad! Hehe, Im just being sarcastic, really. Dont worry.* That is how I am feeling for the past days. Maybe God just wants me to strive more for others to notice that I am good at it. *Help me Lord, okay? Love you!*

You Make Me Better

A while ago, I went to Pat's crib to have some photo shoot. We're supposed to be 6 all in all.. Myself, Pat, Panag, Alex, Fru, & Mikole. Apparently, 2 didn't make it. Alex's dad didn't allow her for some dentist reasons and Panag, we really don't know.

The 'photo shoot' was fun. Although we didn't have much pictures. It's just fun because we got to bond with each other again even though we're only 4.


Yeah, that's all. :) Sorry if this blog bores you. Not my problem. :p

Inspired? :p

My oh my! I missed blogging here. Even though I am always online, as in, everyday! I dont get to blog. Hahaha. Lame-ass, bitch. :p Anyway. I was inspired by Bianca Gonzalez's blog. She writes real well. And I hope I do write well, too. Although I kinda suck in Journ. I'm a frustrated writer, ya know. That's why no one knows my blogs here in blogspot. :p If ever someone's reading this, congrats to you my, friend. :) Hahaha. Anyway. Some thoughts as of the moment..

PLACES I WANT TO GO TO:
Paris!!
-Who in the world doesn't like to go to this place, eh? I wanna go there baaaadlyyy! I wanna see the Eiffel Tower. I wanna experience to walk on their streets. I want to see museums, and nice old sculptures! For me, it kindov like a modern-but-not-so-modern place.

US of A.
-I haven't been there. I'm sorry for the people who goes back and fort to US. Hahahaha. But, anyway, Paris is a lot more better, I think. What made me say that? I DONT KNOW. Hahaha

ASIA!
-Well, hello, I am an Asian. And I'm here in Asia. I just want to go to Asian countries, our neighboring countries, via Costa Allegra (that's a cruise). Because last summer, I didn't get the chance to go.

Australia
-Hello surfer hotties! :p Hehehe

Bora/Cebu/Palawan
-I just want to go to the beach. :-< ..alone! To recreate myself and think of things I can't think of when I'm with people. :)


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Lalalalalalove.
What's so nice about loving? Love is just nice when you get LOVE back. When all the effort gets appreciated. Love is a bit tricky. You really dont know what will happen next. One wrong move, you're out. When you get to this phase of your life--and I mean, "loving", or let us just say, "liking", you don't know when, how, and what you're going to do. You wouldn't know if you get it back. You often take risks which sometimes or oftentimes makes it more hard and miserable. It just sucks when you really give yourself(---TAKE NOTE: meaning your time, your effort, your money, your whatevers) doesnt get noticed/slash appreciated. *ilang awit pa ba ang aawitin, o giliw ko? ilang ulit pa ba ang uulitin, o giliw ko? Tatlong oras na akong nag papacute sayo, di mo man lang napapansin ang bagong tshirt ko?*

There are different kinds of love;
Love for GOD, love for oneself, love for family, love for friends, love for the nature, love for books, and a whole lot more.
I guess you know what "love" I'm encountering to this time. Teenage life, it is. Sure, call it puppy love. :p
-----And yes, when I get to read this when I'm a bit older, no doubt, I'm going to laugh my ass off. :))

SUMMER TIME

March 13, 2008. 04:00 PM, St. Paul College Pasig, High School Department, formally dismissed its students for 2 months. In short, SUMMER TIME.

What the hell, I'm still going to school next Monday, 'cause my grades are at risk. Most especially Asian History and Math. I hate myself. Fuck. Shithead! Damn. Oh well.

Last Friday, 'twas our Soph Night; ETERNITY. And, hell yeah. It was one hell of a party! Everyone looked so gorgeous. I just love my batch. And of course, my ever beloved, 2-2. :) We danced the night away! It was really fun! Kudos to the organizers, my beloved friends, Ramona Ancheta, Yve Galang, and Vanessa Lim! You guys did great! :)

After the party, I went straight home. That sucks. 2-2 went to eastwood to have some drinks. Damn. But, I told them I wont be drinking for this summer. Haha! I told my friend, Gean, I'm not gonna drink. Cause IF "dada", after some shots, will be wasted, I WILL be the one who'll take care of her. Gean said 'twas so sweet. Oh, what can I say. ;)

Saturday, I went to school for two reasons; 1st, to get my phone to Gean AND 2nd, watch the seniors (07-08) 's Graduation. Hell, Im gonna miss them. Especially my friends. :( And yeah, I gave someone a bear and a letter, who, unfortunately, lost the letter. Damn it. How could you? Anyway, its aight. I think we're not in good terms at the moment. :'(

A while ago, I was chatting with PL, a close friend of mine. She teases me, as always, to someone. Someone who had been part of my lovely life. Hahaha. I got all bored, and decided to play Sally's Salon, after playing for almost an hour, I closed the window. And boom! That someone, IM-ed me. Oh noo. Pl, you really have something to do with this, girl. Hahaha!

Next week, it'll be Alex and Bea's party. Im not sure if Im still gonna come. I love them both to death. If ever Im not going, I'll just send them a gift to someone's who's going. But, what gift am I gonna buy them? Haha. Bahala na si Batman. :p Bottom line is, I LOVE THEM BOTH, and I dont wanna miss their party. But, i just dunno. Sorry babies! :(

RANDOM

Every moment I'm with you,
I just want to stop the time and make you all mine.

I really like this person. I do not know what to do. I like her, I REALLY do. I want to take risks, but, I'm too afraid. I do not want our friendship to end that way.

I miss the feeling when someone cares for you.
'abbie. i miss you. i dont know why. sorry.'
I know she's happy with her life now. I'm happy for her too. But I find it really unfair. She moved on while I'm TRYING to move on and go on with my life. With all the efforts I gave to her, it seems like worthless.

I always fall with the WRONG person.
:(

God, can you please give me someone who's worth my love, effort, and care? :(
Lagi na lang ako yung nag bubuhos ng effort, pero, ano yung nakukuha ko? WALA. NOTHING. :( I'm tired with this. Kung pwede nga lang manhid na lang ako eh. Para naman I wont feel the same way again, cause I know this will ALWAYS be happening.. --Me giving ALL the effort but what do I get in return? :( I'm sick and tired with this.